If you really want to learn the programs, you should take a class. You can do online training with LinkedInLearning or you can do instructor led classes with a live instructor - also online. If you have difficulty learning from watching videos, start with an instructor, then it's much easier to continue with videos. I teach online and recommend my students continue with LinkedIN Learning when they finish my 3 day live classes.
Melissa Piccone | Adobe Trainer | Pluralsight Author | Fine Artist
You can start with the Adobe videos then try LinkedIn Learning, many of the instructors there are certified Adobe Instructors. City colleges often have classes or you can find the Certified Adobe Instructors if you want to continue online instructions.