Premiere pro 2020 crashes almost instantly

The past 2 years I was a pretty happy user of the premiere pro, ae and ps, all from 2018.
One week ago my premiere pro 2018 stopped working. There is not even a loading page anymore. The icon jumps 3 times and stops.
Premier pro 2019 crashes almost instantly.
Premiere pro 2020 crashes almost instantly aswell.
No updates work.
No "suggested fixes" work.
I tried everything for the past week so don't even try to ask if I "deleted the cash files" or "reinstalled".
And no, my computer isn't old and weak, I work on a pumped, new mackbook pro.
All my biggest projects to date are frozen. I can't finish anything and I'm sick of that.
If I got one dollar every time i have a problem with premiere pro i would be a millionaire. And this is disastrous. 
Adobe, get together.

[Edited by moderator to remove profanity]