Important question about using Cracked Version

[Esraa5E24]

I have been using a cracked version of illustrator and after effects for work besides my study .. but my income is nearly between 50 and 100 dollars only per month .. i feel guilty for using a cracked version

So my question is " if i want to purchase an original version , Do i have to pay for the last period or adobe will forgive me ?!!
Also can i pay month by month as there are some months i don't have work during them or i have to pay for the 12 months ??

[kglad]

you have to pay for the months you use the legal software. 

there are two ways to subscribe:  per month (which, if you use it 12 months per year is more expensive than the annual subscription) and per annum (which charges you for 12 months whether you use the subscription all 12 months or only one month).