after effects

Good afternoon! My name is Ilya, I live in Russia in the city of Perm. I'm a nice, ambitious guy who decided to take up computer.I started working in the pirated version of after effects and my eyes really lit up. I would really like to work in the official program from after effects, but unfortunately I have no financial opportunity, no money at all. And I would like to know if you have the opportunity to give me this program. I would be very happy, thank you. Sincerely Ilya