Adobe Apps not Existing in Creative Cloud

I had Premiere Pro and Photoshop downloaded for a long time, until one day I tried opening them both and neither would open. I am on a Mac, so when I opened them, normally the dot comes up under the app to show that it was open, but it wasn't doing that either. I tried going into system preferences and settings to try to fix the issue, but I couldn't even do that. So after doing everything I could, I decided to try to just start over and delete the two apps in hopes of reinstalling them with a clean slate. I deleted them, but when I went into the Creative Cloud, they didn't show up anywhere. They weren't in video or photo, or in my files on my computer. So now I have no way of downloading these apps and they appear to not exist anywhere since the Creative Cloud is the only way to reinstall them.