Shared Library Confusion

I'm having an issue with my libraries. I created a library that I then shared with my organization. Now that it is shared, it no longer exists in the libraries pane in any of the apps. The only way I can get it to appear is to create a personal copy. The library is in "Your libraries" next to other libraries that are shared to the organization that DO appear in the panel, only this one that shared recently is doing this. I have logged out and back in several times. The libary appears for a second when I first logged back in but once I select it it disappears. 

Welp, poking around while writing this, it looks more borked then I thought. All the assets inside the library are gone. 

How do you recover library Assets?
How do you remove a library from being a shared library since that doesn't work?
Has anyone set up a workflow using OneDrive? I need something reliable and not glitchy.