i shoot in slog profile raw
Camera settings, like S-log (which seems to be a setting designed for video) do not affect raw files.
https://pro.sony/en_BE/technology/s-log
But they are applied to the jpg preview embedded in the raw file. Lightroom doesn't understand camera settings, and ignores them, unless they are written in XMP, which an increasing numbers of cameras do.
My guess is that you have chosen Embedded & Sidecar under Build Previews in LR's import dialog, so you're seeing the embedded preview in Library. The develop module renders its own preview from the raw file.
The raw file contains all the data from the sensor, and you can edit it to look like the S-log jpg if you like.
There might also be a camera matching profile that renders the raw file the way you want.
You can see available profiles in the Profile browser in the Basic panel in Develop.
You can create a preset containing a camera matching profile to be applied automatically on import in Preferences > Presets.
See https://helpx.adobe.com/lightroom-classic/help/raw-defaults.html
Also consider setting Build Previews to any other option than Embedded & Sidecar in the Import dialog.
